Hey everyone....I'm writing more songs.....right now I've written three in like....2 weeks or so?  I think that's pretty good.  To you it might not seem like it, but it's hard work.  I mean you actually have to have content that makes sense and is deep.  I'm working on my fourth.  It's about this girl who's soulmate wanted to die, and he killed himself, and she feels so bad that it feels like she died....I know a couple lines will go like this: (btw i thought of these five lines just when I was puttin an away message on)

I'm away hiding from it all
Soaking in your blood
Please don't kill me once more
No matter how much you love pain
I just don't feel the same

And there's a lil more......I don't know where these lines are going to fit into the song.....but here they are:

When you said goodbye I
Thought you meant you were gonna kill yourself
Well it turns out that you did
And it felt so bad
Thanks for the memoriez of you you left behind

Yea they're pretty good......that lil bit might be the chorus.....but I also have to work on guitar tabs and my voice *cough cough*.....at the same time, get ready for school and all......and of course shopping.  Who could forget that.  ^^  So basically I have a plan that might or might not work.....it involves both a career in acting AND singing/songwriting.  So first, I go down to a casting call in the Chicago Film Office (I was gonna before but I just missed the date.....I think the last day was July 11th).  This means I would be extras in movies that are filmed in Chicago.  Some exaples of past movies filmed in Chicago are Barbershop, Chicago: The Musical, Spider Man 2, I-Robot, Cheaper by the Dozen......a bunch of famous ones.  Even though I doubt this will work, someone will notice my acting skills.  I'm hoping, in a good way.  They will ask me over again.....maybe for callbacks....or for another movie.......and THEN maybe sometime I will get to sing for them sometime.  Maybe they will like it.  Maybe they won't.  Maybe they just won't care.  Sheesh, getting all this done will be hard work.  My future dream is too have an album out.  Psh, like that's ever gonna happen.  I always wonder how people like Britney Spears, and....Avril Lavigne got famous.  I wish I was Ashlee Simpson.  She got it easy!  Cause she has a sister.  Maybe my sister Julia will get famous before I do?  Haha.

Anyway, you guys prolly don't care about my acting and singing/songwriting career....do you?  At least I'm on the road....hopefully these people at the Chicago Film Office don't steer me off it.  Well, comment about this!  G2g and ttyl!  Buh byee!! ^^

Hey everyone I'm really bored, and kinda tired, I just woke up.  Anyway, if y'all were wonderin' where I was yesterday from like 5 to 10:30, I was out celebrating my grandpa's 85th birthday.  I'm hoping he still has many years to live, I mean, my great-grandma Kenny lived until she was 99.....I mean I can't really imagine my grandpa living a whole nother 14 years.....I would be 26.....let's see.......I would've been married cause I want to have my wedding on my golden birthday, December 26th, so......yea.  I'd most likely be out of college........have a house.....ya know, I really don't want to think too far ahead in the future........the furthest I can go is school.
Yes, school, everybody's favorite........-__-.  I'm pretty sure it starts on that Wednesday August 25th.  Geez why is it starting so damn early this year?  I mean usually it starts on a Monday so just kick it a few days back......but I guess starting early is good cause then you'll end early..........that's always a plus.  What that means we'll get out the 2nd or 3rd of June or something?  I have no clue.
Sooooooo the moment you've all been waiting for.  My trip to Las Vegas.  It was all a blur, and I know what we did, but I didn't know which day was what.  Every morning we went to swim in the lazy river.......ahhhh so relaxing.  Overall, I prolly went around that thing 20 times!  But it was like really fun.  Anyway, we like went to aaaall the hotels around Las Vegas, and I bought stuff, and it was fun.  On the plane ride home, I watched Shrek 2 to keep me occupied for most of the time.  It was funny.  Even though i already saw it.  I catched some of the parts I missed before.  Then I got home from Vegas, and went home........oh, the boringness of life.  Sorry that wasn't such a detailed description of my trip, but I'm on the phone with Des, and it's hard to type.
So instead I'll write about my grandpa's birthday!  So, a lot of people showed up at a nice restaurant called "The Clubhouse."  There was my grandpa, of course, my aunt Gail and her boyfriend Reed, my aunt Kiki from Texas, and these people we knew......Marge and Bob?  I've met 'em, but I forgot who they were.  They're not related to us or anything, I guess just good friends.  Anyway, I heard some interesting news from my aunt Kiki.  Ya see, she has 2 daughters, a ten-year-old name Kristen that me and my sister are very close to, and a little Alexandra....I think she's two?  Or three?  No clue.  But anyway, of course she has a husband Micheal.  So.......me and my sister are very close to Kristen.  Even though she's younger, she's LOADS of fun!  You should see her.  I hope I spend my birthday in Texas again, it was really fun last year. 
Well, I think I've written too much....Lol.  I think I pretty much need to go now.  If I want to go to Destiny to see her one last time before she leaves for Mexico, then I have to empty my suitcase and pick up my room.  And take a shower and everything.  So......I guess I'll see y'all later!  Buh bye! ^^

OMG I am sooooo happy today!  I FINALLY completed my CAKE collection!  I got their three newest CDs (although not that new) but I couldn't find the very first one, Motorcade of Generosity.  It used to be on Amazon, but I missed it.  When I checked they didn't have it.  But recently, they have it, so I ordered it right away and I finally have all four!  I'm also really excited because they have a 5th one coming out on October 5th.....WWWEEE!!  It's gonne be called Pressure Chief and it's gonne be so cool to hear their new music, on the account of their last CD was from 2000 I think....maybe 2001........and it's so hard to believe that their first CD was released in 1994!  Ten years later they have their 5th one.  Incredible.  Well, you guys prolly don't care cause I'm like the only CAKE fan in the world!  So w/e.  I'll talk to you all later....buh bye! 

The truth isn't far behind me.

Any thoughts of you and me have gone away.

Would you comfort me, would yuo cry with me?


Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.

Wwwwwweeeee more cool stuff they're like rollercoasters hehe well g2g ttyl bye.

Then I see you standing there, wanting more from me.

I am young and I am free, but I get tired and I get weak.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.


My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you.



I look at this and I start to think that I don't have a life....this all took, like, AN HOUR to make.  But I mean c'mon, it's was fun 2 look at! ^^ Well g2g ttyl cya byeeeeeee.

Uhhhh sry I haven't written in like a week...I was uh....bein' lazy.  So wassup people?  I'm really bored.  I woke up at like 10 this morning when i usually don't wake up until 11 or 12...or 1......maybe 2..ya know what I mean.  That means I got like 7 hours of sleep and that's usually not enough for me.  Also I was like reeeeally hungry when I first woke up so I chewed on a couple Rice Krispies Treats and miniature chocolate bars (mmmmmmm.....my very healthy breakfast).  Actually that's what I usually have for breakfast.  Yeah.  Fun.  Well, I'm getting hungry again, off to get more chocolates...... 

My name is Jayne
I cause lots of pain
Get me mad
And I'll go insane
I like to play guitar
I drive a rad car
Harrass me and I'll smoke
The devil's cigar
I like to hang with friends
In my Mercedes Benz (haha i wish)
We'll be friends for a while
Til the summer ends
I like to play sports
I like to build forts
I usually wear shorts
And stay at nice resorts
I have a place in Wisconsin
I hate Andrew Johnson.....?
I can't think of a rhyme
So don't gimme a dime
I like to play pool
I go to flying school!
Even though I should,
I don't follow the golden rule.
I like to watch TV
Yehaw Tennessee
I'm confused about lots of things...
What the hell is an "Indian Pea?"
My eyes are blue
I wanna tatoo
Your life is so untrue
And I usually don't say thank you
I am skinny
I have a MINI Cooper S that is....Mini?
I know a pooh named Winnie
And I don't have a pig that's a guinea
I'm sick of writing this thing
I want a buffalo wing
There's this guy named Martin Luther King
And.....I don't have an engagement ring?
Guess this is where I stop
Before I belly flop
Before I use my dust mop
And before I go POP!!!

This is my first entry, along with another site out of the so many that I already have, even though they're not all in my profile for AIM.  Thanks Ariel, for the idea of one on Blogdrive.  Haha.  Lmao, Reddi Whip in ice cream cones is good!  Haha that made me fat Dessy lol.  We're gonna grow up to be pigs.  Remember the pancake stuff Kt?  I was just thinking about that yesterday.  Haha Emily......I miss you so much!  I can't wait until August 1st.  You're coming home!  Also Nikki you're coming home on the 1st from camp!  Eileen when are you coming back?  Hehe.  Well talk to you peoples later.  Buh bye.